i want to be the princess of your heart ^^

i woke up in the middle of the night... near to dawn...

Missing my McStubby lots lots lots lots lots.... :'(

browsing the net and found the lyrics to my new favourite song. It totally bring me to tears...

For those of you who understand chinese, hope you could enjoy it as much as i do. the song itself in already on my media "zuo ni de gong zhu".

Enjoy!

Chloe

look at how much she has grown... I can vividly remember the first time i saw her. she was that small bundle of joy to all of us. seriously, i have to admit that it was love at the first sight. Never in my life i saw such a cute baby! she is cutest of them all. :).

I recall the first time i hold her in my arms and she made my day by that peaceful countenance. the first time i feed her and she happily drink from it, and those times when i sang and she stopped crying and closed her eyes to sleep. sometimes she would just smile on her face...a little laughter was always amusing.

I knew that she will be great. i knew that she has great destiny.

Chloe, you will grow up and do your parents proud.

I miss you dearly!

LD? possible?

I was taught that it is almost impossible to have a long - distance relationship. i was a strong believer of that teaching. I am too guilty of giving advices to friends about the above mentioned topic.

"You would not know the 'true' him/her...."
"You will have too many differences..."
"It is too hard to have a relationship like that..."

That was the very reason that i hesitated the idea of being together with my Bf, despite the constant attention and love that he never failed to bestow on me.

However, i now believe that long distance relationship is very much POSSIBLE!
I would like to share these reasons:

Firstly, with the advances in technology, its now easier to keep in touch with your loved one. the internet for example, its a cheaper, convinient way to communicate with each other.

Secondly, with globalisation, travelling is very much uncomplicated at this present age. its possible to see your bf/gf in matter of hours. Not months, nor days anymore.

and

Most importantly, relationship is based on TRUST. you learn to believe in each other when you are a part. what is relationship if you continously being suspicious of each other. At the end of the day, you will learn to appreciate each other more when you are together. :)

I am not saying that I suggest everyone to do the same...
I still do envy those couple who can spend everyday with each other... i still do hug my pillow pretending its my boyfriend to sleep...etc....

Well... It is certainly NOT the best way..
BUT... it is possible.

What do you think?

Ada apa dengan CINTA? LOVE?

Being a girl, i am always very curious of what 'LOVE' is.
I am very keen to know what does it feel to be ''in - LOVE".

particularly,

I always have difficulty relating to the definition of love according to what is written in the bible.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

It is clearly not the same as my defnition of 'LOVE'
not even likened to what 'LOVE' is - as i have seen in movies
nor as what i have read in novels or magazine

until

I met someone...
and decided to build a relationship with him.

honestly, then, when he said, "I LOVE YOU", i did not know what that means.

"Is love a feeling? what kind of feeling? is it a feeling like you care for someone?
someone once told me that CARE is not LOVE. So what is LOVE?"

----------those thoughts went on in my mind

But ...

Now, I know what love is;
Love is exactly like what the bible says it is.
as complex as it is, love is more than just a feeling. more than just chemistry, more than just caring for someone.

Now,
I know that learning what love is - is not an easy process.

Now,
I know that love - takes time, effort, sacrifice, and commitment.

Now,
I know that love - "always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres"